So if you can recall, I said that I had a site that I was working on.

Well it is done, but I just need to get motivated enough to actually put a bunch of posts on it. But I'll let you know the url, but only if you ask for it. As it isn't technically ready to go live.

gasp! I'm not motivated! the horror! Maybe it is the cold weather that I wasn't ready for, or maybe I'm being hypersensitive. But I am just... tired. Tired of having to be the motivator, tired of being the worrier, tired of the clutter, tired of the situation, tired of being ignored, tired of being a back burner friend. Its tough, and it really wears me down. But I just smile and say its no problem because I don't want to know what it would be like to give up and say no. I mean most of the time I am just trying to be nice. Throw me a bone. It is stressful and tiring to constantly have to feel like I give and give but get nothing back.

I think I will just give up for a while.